Oh lord! Its been a bit, so I should start writing again. A series of unfortunate events (no pun intended) feel upon me since last time I posted on my blog. After a traumatic C-section, I lost my single puppy, Lizzy, that my dog had carried. After I noticed that Lizzy seemed to be lethargic, so I checked her heart rate. The heart rate was a bit low, so my mom and I packed up and headed off to the best bulldog vet in Indiana, Dr. Lee. However, before we made it, Lizzy died in my arms. The look on my face might have given it away, because my mom stopped in the middle of the road for a split second to ask. I was at a loss for words. Lizzy was gone and there was nothing that I could do. I held strong through it all though.
Furthermore, my step-dad was fired from his job after 32 years of devoted service. The company is down sizing, and he has the second highest salary. This has made him a prime candidate to be let go. As much as I claim that I have little regards for this man, it's untrue. While he has not been the most kind, caring, and supportive father figure, he has done the best with what he knows. I feel bad for him. He is super stir crazy. I think inside he feels like less of a man or that he has somehow failed our family. You know how prideful fathers can be. He will be back to work soon though, of this I am sure. Until then, I will just keep him good company.
When things start going wrong, it seems that they don't stop for a while. It's the whole "when it rains, it pours" proverb.
However, I have sought and found refuge under an umbrella. What an excellent person he is! I never had someone care about and for me the way that Josh does, nor have I cared about someone as I do him. And while there are times that I think that I am not good enough for someone as grand as he is, he is always quick to remind me the he choose me! He is beautiful, smart, and confident. He is so mentally sound. He is my best friend. By far, he is my best asset. I can never find someone like him. He is the love of my life! Some people wander through life never finding their true love. How sad this must be.
Josh I love you more than anything. I swear!
Furthermore, my step-dad was fired from his job after 32 years of devoted service. The company is down sizing, and he has the second highest salary. This has made him a prime candidate to be let go. As much as I claim that I have little regards for this man, it's untrue. While he has not been the most kind, caring, and supportive father figure, he has done the best with what he knows. I feel bad for him. He is super stir crazy. I think inside he feels like less of a man or that he has somehow failed our family. You know how prideful fathers can be. He will be back to work soon though, of this I am sure. Until then, I will just keep him good company.
When things start going wrong, it seems that they don't stop for a while. It's the whole "when it rains, it pours" proverb.
However, I have sought and found refuge under an umbrella. What an excellent person he is! I never had someone care about and for me the way that Josh does, nor have I cared about someone as I do him. And while there are times that I think that I am not good enough for someone as grand as he is, he is always quick to remind me the he choose me! He is beautiful, smart, and confident. He is so mentally sound. He is my best friend. By far, he is my best asset. I can never find someone like him. He is the love of my life! Some people wander through life never finding their true love. How sad this must be.
Josh I love you more than anything. I swear!
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