Christmas has came and went for another year. It was nice to see family members and friends that I hadn't seen for a quiet some time now, but it seems that Christmas doesn't have the same appeal that it did several years ago. Maybe my feelings about Christmas are changing, maybe I am growing up, or maybe it's just a little bit of both. I can't get excited about it anymore; Presents aren't even fun anymore. Hopefully, all the cheer and excitement will come back to me soon.

On the contrary, I am getting very excited about completing my internship next semester. I think it will be loads of fun. There is so much to learn and do. I know that its going to be the shit! And when hard times come, I will have my boo in my corner to support and cheer me on. Then when its all done, I will be graduated from college- the first person in my family ever to obtain a bachelors degree. I am about to start getting myself ready for a masters program as well. Much is happening and its all very motivating.

Joshy, my light and joy, comes home tomorrow. I already know that I am going to cry when I look at him, cause he means so much. He is just so touching with the things he says and does. He is so intelligent and stimulating. I just cant get enough of him. To think that a man as wondrous as he is could love someone like me! If I had a great Christmas gift this year, I guess its Josh.

I hope everyone else had a great Christmas.